I will no longer be posting here. My mate created us our own blog at http://luciananddarkki.com/ . Hehe. I will be posting there from now on. I will still use this LJ for my groups.

I am ranked 5th in my class and got a 65 on Critical Reading, 50 in Math, and 48 in my Writing on my PSATs. Which is about an 1100 on the SATs not bad huh? I'm in the range for scholarships too. Whoooo!

I know I am too short to be a fashion model so...I'm wondering if I could be an art model... *ponderponder*

Emotional state: curious

Last night I realized something. I have a LOT of phobias. So I made a list. I'll put the explainations if I know them beside the definition.

Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects.
Amaxophobia- Fear of riding in a car. -Car Anxiety-
Athazagoraphobia- Fear of being forgotton or ignored or forgetting.
Autophobia- Fear of being alone or of oneself.
Claustrophobia- Fear of confined spaces.
Cleithrophobia or Cleisiophobia- Fear of being locked in an enclosed place.
Clithrophobia or Cleithrophobia- Fear of being enclosed.
Cymophobia or Kymophobia- Fear of waves or wave like motions -Fear of waves, almost drown several times because of waves-
Genuphobia- Fear of knees. -They just freak me the fuck out-
Isolophobia- Fear of solitude, being alone.
Kymophobia- Fear of waves. (Cymophobia)
Ligyrophobia- Fear of loud noises.
Monophobia- Fear of solitude or being alone.
Necrophobia- Fear of death or dead things. -Don't know what happens after death-
Ochophobia- Fear of vehicles.
Ommetaphobia or Ommatophobia- Fear of eyes.
Pediophobia- Fear of dolls. -Porcelain dolls and some BJDs-
Teratophobia- Fear of bearing a deformed child or fear of monsters or deformed people. -The first one-
Thanatophobia or Thantophobia- Fear of death or dying.
Tomophobia- Fear of surgical operations.


Not found: Fear of balloons. Fear of car accidents. Fear of drowning. Fear the the unknown. Fear of a miscarriage.

Those are all the ones I could find/think of.

Uummm... 

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Phantom of the Opera erotica? ....Just no.

NYC yesterday was AMAZING! Phantom of the Opera was PERFECT! The only thing that sucked is I lost my boyfriend's Geek squad pin. I bawled when I found out I lost it.

As for today... I want to kill people. My yearbook pages are ALL FUCKED UP! Mrs. Jasper got proofs and well.. There is a page that is SUPPOSED to be a midnight blue like color. The page is NEON PUKE GREEN. *FLAILS* ARRRRRRG!

I work 29 hours next week, and I have two lab reports due. I have ONE day off. I'm gonna be a mess.

Emotional state: stressed

We had another bomb scare today. Someone passed out from hyperthermia, the Senior class got in trouble for being immature when it was mainly our class (Juniors), Peter got charged with indecent exposure and public urination because they wouldn't let us use the bathrooms and so he pee'd off the bleachers. It was cold, it sucked.

OMG! NYC TOMORROW!!!!!

Emotional state: excited Going deaf to: Evil Dead the Musical - Boomstick

Uteruses are EVIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIL!!!

Emotional state: PMS-y

SO, I got my gift from my mate. It's a one year sponsorship to a wolf in Wolf Hollow is Ipswitch, MA. His name is Weeble and he is taking me to go see him when he comes back. He asked the people if I could get closer to Weeble than they let the general public.

I love him so much... This is the best gift ever since, I've never seen a real wolf upclose in person...

Emotional state: loved

All new furry icons!

..Yiiiiiiffffff?

Hmmm... I know I am going to major in Psychology now I am torn on my minor. I was thinking computer science, social work, or religion. I dunno. I don't think I wanna minor in Women's and Gender Studies because I cannot STAND feminists and I would be REQUIRED to take classes on feminism. Ugh!

Omg snow snow snow snow snow

OMFG SNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!

I hope you, nor anyone else does. Please Lucifer... Make this end...

So... Last night after work my mom and I went to Sakana Oriental. I almost had a break down. The parking spot with the silly string fight, the booth we sat in... Just meh...

Everything I do, everything I like, has some connection to him...

This is why I never go out. Every time I do something goes wrong. And whatever goes wrong is ALWAYS my fault. Which made me realize one of the reasons I don't want to drive. While upset, I hope things happen so I get hurt. If I was driving I would probably puposefully drive into a tree, or have another car hit me. *sigh*

Today just sucks...

Is him...

Even for a week....a day...an hour! Something....Just...Something....

Emotional state: depressed

Haha. I just threw out a half a thing of a 2L Vault that had been sitting in my room since like August. Vault turns yellow, smells bad, and starts to eat the bottle. I threw out a Arizona Iced Tea thing that had been in my room for awhile. Apparently they get carbonated. I screwed off the top, air hissed out and the bottom was bulged out.

Haha. Narly

On the late bus we passed my old house. 2334 Queen St (I believe that i the correct number). So many memories hit me when we passed it. Fishing with my mum, Jake eatting my tooth, playing Mario with Margie, my first ghost experience, Sargie shitting all over my step dad's office every day, that forbidding playroom, all kinds of things happened there. Along with a not so happy memory that happened on a school bus while going to Red Bank Elementary.

Mwar

From Beyond the Camera's Lens:
Fatal Frame 4 on the wii!
YES! Finally, I can 'break' my silence. I actually heard the news about this since 2006, but I've had to be silent about this until it was announced officially. So yes! This is happening, so fans who are doubtful can put their minds to rest. 1up.com was the first to break the story.

While pre-development of the game has already been going on, the Project Zero team is reportedly teaming up with Suda51 and his people at Grasshopper Manufacture to release the final product. This won't be until after the studio finishes up with their No More Heroes game (released via our Fatal Frame II European distributor Ubisoft) also for the Nintendo Wii. (For fans concerned about Grasshopper Manufacture's jump into survival horror...might I point out that their game Michigan (PS2 game released in Japan and Europe) which interestingly enough also took place mostly through the viewfinder of a camera.

If fans have been listening closely, this shouldn't be much of a surprise. Kikuchi-san has said in two seperate interviews about the Project Zero team suggesting they try the Wii console for a new Fatal Frame installment. The first one was a Tokobot Interview (when the Wii was being called the Nintendo Revolution.) Kikuchi-san mentioned that his team (Project Zero) had been discussing the concept of using a Revolution(Wii) controller for a Fatal Frame game. The second one was during an interview for Super Swing Golf on the Wii (which I can't locate at the moment).

Kikuchi-san has always been excited and dropped hints concerning the Fatal Frame Franchise when he can, as well as put Miku in other Tecmo games whenever possible! (See Rygar news for more details!). BCL will bring you more information as Fatal Frame 4 news develops!

There is no information whether or not there will be ports to the Xbox360 or PS3 consoles at this time. And while we're at it, no information on whether or not Amano Tsukiko will be working on the image/theme song for this game installment.

BCL's affiliate, Fourhman.com has his own opinions/viewpoints on Fatal Frame 4 coming to the Wii, check out his blog when you get a chance! It's a fascinating read.


OMG FATAL FRAME 4!!!!!!!!!!

Emotional state: OMG

Well, I'm in CT and on the way I had a break down.

We stopped at that rest stop Darkki and I stopped at, right by the NJ border. The place where we heard about the bridge collapse. It felt so weird going that way, doing something familiar but... Not with him. Not in the Jeep...It was really odd. So...I just snuggled Puppy and cried.

I have work tomorrow at 2:30. I'm not gonna get home until after midnight either. *sighs* Then I have work again at 9 on Saturday. So Friday it's 2:30-11 then Saturday it's 9-4. Can you say....death? I might tell my dad I am not coming over cause I need to do homework and sleep... *sighs*

Emotional state: lonely